Thursday, December 09, 2004
jjaymie's gone to malaysia again.. and wont be back till monday i guess.
grrrr.... a few ppl asked me "where's julia?" juz now at work.. obviously ...... the aunties were hinting smth else.
coz of a silly joke, and our closeness, all the aunties think that jjaymie and i are lesbians. o-m-gosh. and no matter what you say they dont care, they take us as a pair.
the worst thing is they do talk about us everynow and then behind our backs!!!!!
but whatever! i like someone else already, so it doesnt bother me. its just bad for both our images. and i suddenly dont like eugene anymore. i like.. another guy ^^ . he's called abc. (whatever!!)
at first, i juz thought he was not bad looking. but i wasnt attracted to him, coz anyway they dont like me... and my crushes only last like,,, a week or so??
but now.. after knowing him more.. i think he ain't bad. he's cute and theres something about him that makes me wanna know him more.. i dont know what it is.
but i know i like him. i now find myself looking for his name on the schedule first, then matching it with mine. i sulk at the piece of paper when our schedules dont match. ur oh!! i dont think i should go any further, i know myself well enough......
anyway, i bought contact lens. this time, i am gonna wear it!!!!
when i first wore them, my vision was blurry. now, its still blurry. but, the prob lies with myself.. sadly, i found out. ive dry eyes, thats y ><"""
nevermind. will get something done about that.
haiz. im tired... and im sick of my bed. i can sleep for 8 to 11 hours and still feel tired. like ive not rested well enough. maybe its my pillow. i shall swap pillows with my family then see if its really costing me my life. hmm. not bad an idea.
i think i might save up to get a whitening tray. after i stopped using my previous toothpaste my teeth turned yellow. blah.
okay, its already 11pm now. and ive got work tomorrow, so i need to hurry go get a bite (aka supper), then retire for the day! i need sOmE SLEeppppppppp
xoxo
joce-lyn
10:43 PM
